However this one is not overly cheery, its just more silly sadness, you can laugh at me really I laugh at myeslf through the silly tears.
I dont know what this post is for me other than an emotional outlet! I would dump it on my husband instead of you all but I have to get it all out and to be quite honest he never came home (we are staying at his moms) last night because his crazy "rear end" is still working at the old house!!! I think I see into my future and it looks like Krissys past, her husband did the same thing for weeks when they were moving into their new home I dont get it! I understand wanting to be done with a task, I even understand needing to get something done, but for heavens sake ask for some help instead of doing it by yourself and it taking you literally all night long!!!!! Can you tell how I feel about that subject? :o) I just have to smile through the tears of frustration and thank the Lord above for giving me a hard working husband instead of a bum :o)
I have officially decided that pregnancy emotions have taken over my body. I am a sentimental person and so that is not helping the matter at all! I just keep finding things to be sad about and its driving me crazy!
I am of course sad about moving and the reasons have been
1. "My Kitchen"
2. "Its me and Annies house"
3. My pretty Hydrangea bushes
No Lie! Not sad about leaving our love nest or that its home, just thinking of all the money I have put into it and all the Annie memories I have (*tear*) My poor husband! Good thing we are both too busy for him to have experienced each and every tear :o)
But its not just moving that has made me tear up lately. I have cried at silly things like blog posts and having to farm my child out 3 days in a row which made me realize that I am overly emotional. But darn it I miss my baby and now she has been gone for her final 3 days at her first house! Pardon me while I cry....
On a happy note I will share this fun Annie time with you. Annie has learned where the baby is! I have to say I didn't think that she would get it. Of course staying in theme with this post it made me sad the way she "got it" I had to ask her "where's Mamma's baby?" so as to differentiate between the one in my belly and her baby dolls, which made me sad because I have always called her "Mamma's baby" and she will always be mamma's baby it will just change to mamma's babies!!! ANYWAY.... She smiles, points to my belly, lifts my shirt, rubs my belly and says awww baby, then she pulls my shirt back down and says "bye bye baby" Hmmm I hope she doesn't think it will always be that easy to get rid of her :o)
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Well you are not silly with your emotions. I had the same exact feelings when we were building our house. I was pregnant with Austin, sick as a dog and very emotional. It left me to keep the house clean, pack and have everything spotless while having our house on the market. Plus I was working a full time and part time job while trying to keep 3 dogs clean when it was soak in wet out side. But I hardly ever saw my husband the whole time. I refused to move in with either of our parents which meant he had to work double time to get it finished so we had a place to go once we sold our house. Thank goodness they let us stay there for 2 months till our house was finished enough that it was liviable. But the only time I saw Dave was if I took him dinner (1 or 2 times a week) after I got off work, Thanksgiving day and Christams. Other than that he slept at the house and we didnt see each other. But like you, I am so thankful that I have a hard working husband that likes to get things done! It would drive me crazy if things were only half finished:-) Keep your head up and just know that soon you will be making wonderful new memories in your new home! If you ever want to get together some time let me know!
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